Ive just come back from the cinema I watched new film called The Box. It was really good actually. But for some reason now im thinking about life. I don’t have a clue what uni or what job i want to end up with. I feel like i have so much to do in so little time. I want to become a radio presenter or a fashion photographer. But what are the steps to achieve this? I want to go to Brighton or Dublin uni but how do I get the grades needed for these?.. This has what has got me thinking. To pursue a career in something that i REALLY want to do I need to challange myself and yes it will be hard and yes i will want to quit but in the end it will all be worth will. i also have realised that i slack, and i no that im not giving certain things my 100% which i need to start doing because if not i will fail. im going to Kenya but to get there i need to raise £3000 now this is the time when i really need to start thinking how am i going to do this? i have lots of ideas but havent got around to doing them yet..! this isnt good. i need to do this and if i cant i will fail myself by not taking up this offer of once in a life time. i need to start getting my butt into gear! and hopefully if i put 100% into everything i do i will be able to live a life i want. not what i have to!